What a crock. I mean we wait our whole lives for some perfect guy to come in and sweep us off our feet. Well, guess what? He's NOT COMING! It's just sad. Every time I've ever put myself out there, I've gotten hurt. EVERY TIME. It's like I meet a guy and think it's great, and anyone else would just be thinking about how much greater it's going to get. And I'm constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop. I wish I could believe in love. I wish cos I'm tired of waiting and crying but the miracle still isn't there. I've waited for so long. Long enough until I've give up trying. I guess love isn't meant for me. I've lost faith in love because it's like waiting for something that is IMPOSSIBLE. It's like waiting for godot. It happened to be when I loved a guy, I could just love him so much and in the end he didn't really love me back. That's somehow pathetic. Well, goodbye love. I don't hate u but I'm just not ready to love again. Maybe later but not now. sometime. maybe. or not to be loved at all. ;'(
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